peak a BOO!

2006-11-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

FUNGHUA's MOVED TO either

http://misjudged-love.blogspot.com/

OR

http://itsrandom-me.blogspot.com/

THANKS :)

2006-10-30T08:22:00.000+08:00

im lazy :D

You are every part of mrAnd with every breath I takeYour love will light my wayAnd for every day I liveThe promise that I madeIs I will never let you go babeI swear I never knew love like this beforeAnd for everything you areI gotta make you knowFor your loveAnd I'd give anything for your love'Cause baby I'd never make it aloneAnf forever I'll stand by your sideI just gotta make you see yeahI lonly live... for your loveWhen I was running out of faithYou still believed in meAnd never let me fallAnd the times I lost my wayYou're the one who held me upAnd brought me through it allI swear I never saw it like this before'Cause baby with your love you gave meThe reason to go onAnd for your loveAnd I'd give anything for your love'Cause baby I'd never make it aloneAnf forever I'll stand by your sideI just gotta make you see yeahI lonly live... for your loveWhen I was running out of faithYou still believed in meAnd never let me fallAnd the times I lost my wayYou're the one who held me upAnd brought me through it allAnd everything I amAnd all that I could beWould mean nothing nowIf you're not with meShinin' your light on meWhen night is closen' inWhen I was weakYou were the one who made me strongyou gave me faith to carry onAnd I'd give anything for your love'Cause baby I'd never make it aloneAnf forever I'll stand by your sideI just gotta make you see yeahI lonly live... for your loveWhen I was running out of faithYou still believed in meAnd never let me fallAnd the times I lost my wayYou're the one who held me upAnd brought me through it all

2006-10-30T07:38:00.000+08:00

boo.

im having chalet later!
its not a nice thing though.

please stop quarrelling over chalet alrights?
PEACE.
and its not worth it!
:D cheer up guys!

we're gonna make it a successful blast of fun laughter and joy!

i think there's smth wrong with me ah!

BOO!
im sorry for missing out ytd yea?

Oh wells.
Hmmmmm.
im SUPER BORED NOW!

i've got with me, 80 wings, 2 packs of tissues.
4 bars of cadbury choc, 2 packs of marshmallow.
2 big aluminium trays, 3 big packs of potatoes.
1 pack of sweet potatoes, 8 corns!

DAMN.
how am i gonna get out of the house to carry!!!
and onto the bus.
and to sheng shiong.

talking about this.
im super pissed with you!
forget it if you dont wanna be here with us.
haiz.
just get lost.
you're pissing me off !!!

i guess i just gotta make myself CHEER UP.
and enjoy myself.

I MISS SCHOOL!
I MISS 2E!
I wanna turn back time X(

2006-10-27T14:14:00.000+08:00

its the holidays,and i so called dread it.
trainings like 5 times a week.and i just quit saturday trng despite commotions.
my body cannot take it.and im not kidding.
im sick and tired of all these things.its killing me.
i cant wait to go back to china.and do whatever i want there,worry free.
the coming chalet is a big mess.and im sorry people.
my mind's so messed up.

i feel like screaming out.but...

oh wells.

let me go.
let me escape.

Sayonara 2E 06'
im gonna miss this unique class of ours.
SPORTSCLASS 06' ROCKs!

WO ai NI

2006-10-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

I just wanna ESCAPE

and set myself free.

2006-10-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

damn.
i did badly for the EOY paper only.
overall is ONLY satisfactory.
DAMN!

got so much i wanna say.

what have i been spending my time on?
all those nonsense of mine?
DAMN.

i wanna turn back the clock BUT
its not possible
so i guess i gotta face up to reality.
:(

BOO

-i hate it.

job hunting.

not i understand the feelings of adults when they're despo of jobs.

got rejected liike duno 92365903827509271 TIMES LAH!

hahas.

quite fun though.

calling people...

talking to them...

asking for jobs...

its KILLING me

happy 6th months duke.

(BELATED)

sorry.

2006-10-15T15:30:00.000+08:00

its killing me-

2006-10-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over though.
the studying mood is still in me!
hahas. :D

thanks for those who've rendered your help with exams.
and my close study pals! :
TWIN, melia and retarded lavina!
HAHAs.

Sentosa soon on mon i guess!
say whee!

say hello to burnt skin and goodbye to what you are now!

SUNTAnning!

SOMEDAY we'll know.

all will reveal :D

2006-10-06T16:48:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BaCaqojopg

2006-10-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

where're you?

those empty promises.

im starting to lose the trust in you i guess.
so...

just be prepared.

let me be.

And if I jumped off the BrooklynBridge,

tell me would you

Still follow me

And if I made you mad today,

tell

Me would you love meTomorrow?

Please

Or would you say that you don’t

Care, and then leave me

Standing here

Like the fool who is drowning in

Despair and screamin’

2006-10-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

im feeling as though in floating.
NO LEGS!

i feel like giveing up on art.
i've got no more energy.

feels as if im dying.

A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that i saw your pretty faceA thousand lies have made me colderAnd i don't think i can look at this the sameBut all these miles that seperate Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your faceI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you babyAnd i dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight it's only you and meThe miles just keep rollin'As the people leave their way to say helloI've heard this life was overratedBut i hope that it gets better as we goI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mind I think about you babyAnd i dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl its only you and meEverything i know,and anywhere i goIt gets hard but it wont take away my loveAnd when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my loveI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you babyAnd i dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl its only you and me

URGH>
X(

i think im dying.

2006-10-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

ok.
firstly i must thank amanda.
THANK YOU :D
and i owe her a mansion and something nice!
HAHAS.

oh people;
SJCians or NON-sjcians,
passer bys or KPO-ers.

ALL the best for the upcoming exams!
Study hard and it'll be all over soon.
Just dont regret after the exams.
You gotta work real hard!!

YOU'll be off celebrating after the exams.
STUDY HARD FOR THAT MOMENT ya?

Funghua's heres for anyone of you.
I'll be more than happy to help though.
:D

(to the best of my limits lah)

WO AI NI! :D

JIA YOU!

2006-09-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

cause you light up my life

and drown all my sorrows

you're all that i need;

its those moments i cherish and treasure,

its those lil' things you do to draw a curve

its those words that you speaks that touches me

its you;

who have created a rainbow in my life

its the happiness that you give me,

and

...

all i can say is;

i love you :D

2006-09-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

oh wells. have been waiting for so long to rant !!!

ARGHHH!

part I-

F-R-I-E-N-D-S
a big YES in our lives.
betrayers, back stabber, loyal, unfaithful...
all you can get in life.
how much you treasure and put the trust in them.
dont make your buddies take the trust off you cause it super duper difficult to gain it back.

its like;
i put the trust in you.
but see!
what have you done to the trust?
spreading unnecessary stuffs.
creating unwanted attention.?
if your reading, think back.
have you done things like that?
if yes.
please, do smth about it.

next,
if i tell you smth and you've promised you wouldn't tell anyone.
you let it out.
have you done that?

last,
if i promised i'll tell you everything but yet i din;
have you asked yourself why i do such things?
instead of saying its my fault?
have you asked yourself;
if you're worth the trust for me to say it out?

enough of all these lah.
i know who's worth the trust.
and who're NOT.
who's the true friend.
and whose not.

and i've found a bunch of them.
thanks buddy (:

cause i've found you,
the light of guidance through my life.

my miracle i wished upon...

has now become a reality. :]

2006-09-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

happy 5 months duke.
see how nice i am.
i remembered.
tsk tsk.
5 months is not all yours though.

i love all!

you light up my life;

you're all tt i need.

2006-08-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

oh wells.past few days been a blast for me.
fever to 39 degrees.and i was like so hot!
hahas.

hmmms.
din school today.still not feeling better though.
teachers day coming.
and yay.my primary school teachers!
im so gonna miss them!(:

i dont know what to blog.

here's a nice phrase;
loves is a fan club;with only 2 fans in it.
:] nice aint?

ok.
everything's so nice.
its to be kept in my heart.
to myself.

(:

i love aiai, twin, tao mo, duke, idiot etc.
all of you i know,i LOVE!

your names are too precious to be revealed! :D

woaini-

2006-08-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

today was a whole load of fun though.
and i love the time table!
no need for lockers!

i loved rehearsel!
:]
esp with my silly gundu twin.
we had fun.
beat-boxing and hip hopping.
laming and crapping as usual.

exchanged shirts with eilis cause she needed checkered shirt.
so was nice and let her wear the brown one.

trng ytd was nice though.
paired with with twin for 3 matches.
won 1.
at least we improved.
twin,
we've got chemistry!
:D
haw haw.
we did the unexpected.
walking through the back stage.
w/o screaming
hurray.
we've improved!
i love you twin!

oh wells.
after that saw people rock walled.
and silly mushroom was really silly.
hahas.
and twin did it :D
me and yue went compass.
mac-ed.
one couple was like quarelling.
then the girl crying.
we're guessing the reasons;
1.parents found out
2.outside got 3rd party and the worst,
3. PREGNENCY.
hahas.
we thought too far though.
i hope they'll recollide!
:D

i off to library now.
tata.
:D

2006-08-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for the past few days-

oh wells.

its just plain studying these few days.

and a lil on having fun with my buch of crazy friends :]

its fun!

compo-ed today.

i love it.

hmmms.

i wanna turn back time,

and create a miracle.

please give up on me.

yea?

oh wells.

boredoom is killing.

and im super duper tired, please.

-i love you-

till the end of time <333s.

2006-08-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

some suckers are ruining my life.
shoo.
get lost.

SICKOS!

2006-08-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

skipped training today.
mummy didnt want me to go;
cause she wants me at the doc!

AGAIN!

so i went.
and i waited,
sat there
for 1 and a half hour lah!

boredoom kills.

i was freaking worried that i've got not enough money cause i only got a 50 bill with me!
and in the end,
its like 49.50!
phew.

but i didnt buy my catrigain medicine.
cause it was 38 dollars!

urgh.
medications are expensive ok!

lalala.

studying session tmr! :D

2006-08-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

you've gotta learn to be patient;

love cant alwys be perfect,

love is just love

The secret for success in life is to be ready for opportunity when it comes.

Half knowledge is worse than ignorance.

Cherish the ones around you-

you'll never know when you'll lose them

When you have given nothing, ask for nothing.

If I make a record I love, then somebody will like it. Maybe not everybody, but that won't matter.

LOVE yourself-

Be the one who you are.

im here w/o you;

all im doing is

longing for you.

2006-08-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

urgh my blogger got problems!

goodbye world.

2006-08-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
several complications at the moment.
my life's messed up.
and its obvious;
I HATE IT.
oh wells.
im trying to keep comments AWAY FROM me.
and i hate stirring up feelings.
which is like somehow happenning!
urgh.
and for you people,
i dunno what i should say lah.
SHOOT!
dont beat around the bush;
and i hate the sense of sacarism.
i mean i hate it.
say what you want;
W/O evidence.
you cant proof much with those few blogs.
and seriously lah.
i dunno why people have to get themselves mixed up.
but thinking very deep into the problems and get yourself in a bad state.
sounds right?
deep inside;
I KNOW YOUR MEANINGS,
and what're you people trying to tell everyone.
reflect.
think about it.
its so OBVIOUS.
am i saying the right thing?
KEEP YOUR COMMENTS AND RUMOURS TO YOURSELVES. YOU DONT WANNA GET YOURSELVES INTO TROUBLES RIGHT?
AND THIS IS A WARNING.
STOP YOUR SHIT.
ITS NOT WELCOMED.
ok.
now for the happy part;
badminton team got into teacher's day concert.
sounds funny but ya.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS CHIA.
HAPPY 4th MONTH MY ROYAL ONE :D
and i broke my spec's lenses.
like wth.
im so dead lah.
i cant change the lens in singapore
around $100 per lens?
wth!!!
i guess i gotta send it back to the shop where i bought it;
CHINA!
miss china lah.
the big family,
where we alwyas have dinner together and dim sum at the restaurant every morning. :D
i miss that!
oh wells.
i've got nothing much to say.
i cant rant much here.
TATA. (:

*SMILE like YOU MEAN it

2006-08-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
some frigging complications at the moment...!

我不喜欢!

oh wells.
hmmm.
i've been so called enjoying myself these few days though.

especially papmering myself with fireworks alomost everyday.
and i did my homework ok (:
heh heh.

Hmmmm.
Outing soon yea?

oh well.
i just like foung out something lah.
about how someone can discriminate her friends till like.
hypocrites!
i hate them!

SHOO.

if i had a million wishes;
i'll wish for world peace, no war, no quarrels.
just peace :D
no sufferings.
Everything's fair and square.

i wish...

with all my might...

i wish i may...

i wish i might...

...

2006-08-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

comcrashed!

hahas.
so im gonna get missing for a long period of time (:

goodbye world.

standing alone in this perfect world x')

2006-07-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Halfway round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway round the world
I'll still be feeling the way I do now
I wanna hold you baby
Cause I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway round the world

Baby when the miles are growing
You and I will still be going strong
No matter what your friends are saying
Don't give up on what you're waiting for
Cause one day I'll be knocking on your door
So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There is no need for crying

jia you for CT.
i heart you ppl!

2006-07-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
rushing through some application form.
URGH.

today's the deadline!

had fun ytd.
i love my twin.
she rocks!

had fun gg MIA and shopping w/o $.
and getting ourselves so excited over things!
(:

though i spoilt the last min fun.
im sorry twin!

dont talk about it anymore aye?

but i love studying in that nice bathtub of ours!
so condusive and free from nonsense!

HAPPY BDAE felicia though (:
thanks for inviting!

i hate that ass in the bus!
sickening.

oh wells.

MUG HARD STUDY HARD!
all the best for CT3!

funghua will love you more if you study more!!!

2006-07-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

Some fugging biatch is all around.
insulting and all.
you better watch out.
cause i've got a nice LESSON for you people!

Go on,
create more trouble.
and i'll give you more presents!

You wanna scold me.
Scold right here!
and dont go to other's blog.
COWARDS.

worst of than any other ppl.

jealousy!

what do your parents give you names for?
huh?
use it to tag.
GET A LIFE MAN!

shall i give you names?
B and I and T and C and H?
Nice?
perfect for you few!

Sooner or later.
you'll get NOONE and i mean NO ONE!
and you'll be crying by that time when you're taken away!
HAH!

2006-07-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

21st july

oh wells. its a bad day!
expect for that me and cheng got 3rd for the racial harmony day jigsaw puzzle contest?!hahas.so unexpected.and we got ourselves a pencil case (:
Hmmmms.Its so sad.Miss Tan is like leaving today.we'll miss her P.E lessons!
Had chinese test.WTH!i didn't know it was for CT.and i guess i'm really gonna do badly lah.urgh X(
Then some freaking ass spoilt my day!ok.i shall forgive and not forget!I admit i hate the sight of you ok!So get lost,and out of my sight.
Or else you'll be sorry.
Perhaps they were all right?!
Then had training.Oh wells.its ok.Just that i trained only for around an hour.URGH.
knee was painful.
if you think im joking.why not you get involved and get the feeling.i guess you'll enjoy it?!But i dont!Wake up!
oh wells.homeworked.on the stage.Fun though.esp talking to elaine!x)
i loved that session yeah?
Oh wells.im starting to feel so AW!You think im just kidding.please.im just doing what im supposed to ok.like its not easy being me.and why do YOU have to go against me.If you think you're good enough.Then take over!And i hate it.i've got no respect from you,and i dont give a damn now.Who are you to me?DAMN!
oh wells.i also didn't mean to do anything aye?haiz.i just want peace!we'll be fine, I HOPE!
homed with duke and she disturbed me on the bus!hahas.expected.hahas.i love duke lah x)
thanks for compliment!you brightned up my day :D
*ilu

2006-07-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
school's a blast today.
made a limeric poem.
so lame so lame.

Karl max the guy who broke his skull
kept them in a little file.
He packed them into many boxes
And attracted many foxes
Then he had to run many miles.

HAHA!

Had OSCAR today.
and im ok with my results.
cause the ones i eventually wanted turn out.
but in the wrong category!

where's my cabin crew and my photographer?!
URGH.

Had lotsa fun after that!
:D

KFC-ed.
i love all of them.
I DO!

mummie!
hope you like the 'rainbow' huh !
:D

WO AI NI!

its the 20th,
yes it is :D

silly idiot did a trick today!
and she's really silly :D

love you peepes!

2006-07-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

school-ed today.
like duh.
hahas.

school was alrights lah.
changed maths seationg again.
and im sitting with lao shi and twin! :D
hmmms.

Science was alrights.
at least i managed to finish everything :D
ON TIME!

Home econs was fun lah.
Though its was theory!
i had loads of fun though i was shifted alone to the front.
all thanks to aiai!

HAHA!
stupid retarded HUITING was funny.
:D

Enjoyed lesson and absorbed!
Asked many many wise questions!

and the
GOLDEN TEETH! :D
yay yay.

remedialed after school.
i guess its quite ok lah.
learnt one thing!
( only )

Towned afterwhich with 2 retards!
CARA AND DEANNA! :D

Haha.
enjoyed though.
ate long john.

repaired her lousy phone.
and she used my ez link!
hahas.

that FUNNY ass.

i love today :D

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

A hug a day, makes funghua's day!

cause i do miss you x)

2006-07-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

its just a bad day though.

The feeling of confusion,
lays deep within me
and i've got no one to turn to.
i feel like a kid.
lost in a giant hypermarket.

i cried, i screamed and i'm going crazy
no one carescause
im just nobody to you
and you don't even notice me.

*loving someone is easy,
but giving up is hard.
im taking up the tough challenges ahead
without you, all alone by myself.

Till the end of time,
the truth itself will reveal.

(mummers)
Baby, do you know how much i love you?
I've used up all my courage and confidence
and i feel so empty inside.

You've got my heart in your hands
but you didn't realise you stole it away.
And im living like a human without heart
i cant feel my heartbeat,
and its more than a heartache.

Because you live,
because you do exist.
in me, its all you.
Just you.

*

I belong here ( i do )
In this perfect world
i stand alone.
whether rain or shine.
im in the big open field (no one cares)

i've convinced myself,
you've got her
and i've got myself
its more than enough, (oh no)
its a brand new start,
but you ruined it.

I want to get out of your sight.
i want to be miss invisible.
its more than you expect (baby)
of how i feel.

its the hurts that takes place within.
i may seem ok.
but im tearing to death,
im bleeding to death.
inside im screaming " I LOVE YOU "

The world's unfair.
im going crazy
im gonna die... (AHHHHHHH!)

*Goodbye people,
im leaving this world.
Its time i say goodbye (I'll leave you alone)

The lyrics just expressed my thoughts inside. :D

the feeling to blood rush,
you're my sugar rush (:

i shall start to throw away the past
and live in the present.

wonder if you feel the same

2006-07-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

YAY!
i got my photo with aiying!
ONE MONTH le ok weishan.
hahas,
thanks though :D

SHe's just my idol!

Hmmms.
day was spoilt by IDIOT diaoing me!
wth lah.
but she promised to smile the next time with her CUTE face :D
Hmmmms.
Cheer up ya?
Cause wise one's always here for you! :D

today's the 17th of july!
and its another month of royalty!
I LOVE YOU DUKE :D
thanks for everything.
rain or shine;
you're always there (:

Recap on ytd.
TOWNED with babe.
Saw 2 accident and babe nearly got into 1 lah.
SCARED ME!
i nearly screamed lah.
though its green light.
its still not safe ok!
esp ******* cabs.

haw haw.
i cant afford to lose you ok!
i love you BABE!

Dinnered at BK.
After that had to go home as i had terrible stomachache which in turn
became diahoerra.
Oh wells.

I LOVE P3 lah!
its helps you know.
to attend it.
esp before trng!
my one hour trng seemed like a 3 hour one!
sweated like shit.
and matched with eilis- one on one.
and vic and twin twon on one
I LOVE IT!
i played my best.
i put my everything in.
tried to save all balls.
screamed, shouted, disappointed, falled...

and i set my goals for 2007!

i love it lah!
HAd ketchups with mummie and before that.
dinnered with yue and vic.
so long since we dinnered. :D
i love my mummie lah.
:D
i just love her!
i cant affored to lose you yea?
you are all that i need :D

2006-07-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

we loved NDP 06'

street fusion in action

and again...

we jumped, we screamed, we laughed, we sang, we enjoyed.
WE LOVE IT :D

We love sinagpore!

Happy 41st birthday singapore!
(in advance)

2006-07-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

urgh.
and i guess im gg to end my day in a bad way.

mum's nagging.
nagging like shit.
all thanks to ** ****!
wth!
thanks to you and your comments!

thanks to you 2 as well lah!
i've been trying to keep myself off trouble.
and im trying hard.
and now,
troubles from you 2!
i'll get into rubbish!
URGH!

oh wells.
guess at the storms, rainbows do appear.
now its for happy stuffs.
trained today.
was ok.
new coach though.
at least he gives lil compliments that makes us cheer up though.

NDP-ed.
ballooned again.
(:

hmmms.
had fun!

saw woodgrove!
hahas.
made a singapore flower for MDM ANG!
and MDM QUEK!
(:

i really need someone now!

now.
i really dunno wad to do.

mum say's no more nights out for me,
no more gg to camps or overseas!
like WTH.
X(

oh wells.
no one's here

lesson of the day;

SAVE YOURSELVES FROM TROUBLES!

2006-07-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

that i want you here tonight

and i need you by my side

for just one more moment

for just one more moment with you

FUNGHUA's going crazy

2006-07-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
im offically excused from PFT!

its a good and a bad thing.
good thing is that i can be excused from those P.E trng!
bad thing is that i CANNOT achieve what i promised myself last year!

talking about promises
i dont like people who makes empty promises.
eg, promised to be there for me,
but actually he/she's not.
its quite hurting though

haiz.
and i've realised so much just now.
i've promised myself so much things before i came into SJC and they're all broken.
its disappointing.

influence in sjc is quite big though.
haiz.

i miss my primary school!
oh wells.
im chatting with pri school mate.
and we really miss the good old memorable days.

hmmmms.
training today is TOUGH!
i mean really tough.
now i have difficulties walking properly lah.
:(

oh wells.
life goes on though.

i really wondered.
when people say no one's perfect.
then why is there a quote ' nothing's impossible'

oh wells.
i got this weird feeling within me now.
i dont know how to explain it AT ALL.
i just find that my life's so COMPLICATED.
urgh.
and thats a bad thing.

oh wells.

and this part is for you;
im so sorry for all this!
i guess i'll hate myself?
i wont forgive myself?
i dunno.
i really dunno.
imafraid!

smile like you mean it :D

2006-07-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

no words can express my thoughts.

you're faking a smile with a coffee to go

2006-07-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

seriously.
blogger has some problems.
URGH.
and i hate it.

oh wells.
shall cut it short then.
maths trailed today.
its really boring,
as in really!
so we sat in some underground pass for 40 mins lah.
when it was time,
then we reported back.
heh. (:

FULL STOP.

Baby it's you that I want
Come a little closer
And don't get me wrong
I'm kinda shy
But I know what I want
I'm crazy about you
So let's get it on

deceiving is believing?

-Love for the future, not the past

sometimes i really do wonder

Take your time,
feel fine
You will see,
it's all believing.
One fine day,
we'll find a way
You will reach your own destination

CHEAP LOVE SONG :D

2006-07-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

today seriously SUCKS!

day was spoilt early in the morning.
like wth lah.
i didn't even expected that from you ok!
its so like im in a dream.
i didnt do that to you and i wont do that.
i mean like please lah.
WAKE UP!

for you,
i understand.
cause its normal.
but for you and you!
wah.
till now,
im trying to accept the fact and deny that you were joking.
BUT NO!

damn you lah.
next came another issue.
that day i didnt want to cause i knew this will happen,
and really.
it did.
FU*K lah.

i mean like..
URGH.
you said you will but now?
whats this man?

im gonna remove the word TRUST from you!

oh wells.
maths trailing with nic and melia tmr!
i just hope its loads of fun with them!
:D

*all this.
i gotta get through them.
and i know i just gotta stay;
STRONG :D

i wanna stand from where i fell.

*its only a matter of time

just get through :D

2006-07-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
im so tired.

schoool's like quite boring today though.
hahas.
wasn't paying attention.
and i designed clothes!
CHENG should know
(:

hmmms.
rushed through projects straight after school.
till 3.
and was late for P3!

i love P3!
and the game!

dont be afraid to make mistakes.
cause eventually you'll learn for it and even succeed!
X)

love you peeps.

imsoafraid-

2006-07-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
blogged a whole chunk ytd.
but this window hanged.
oh wells.

hmmm.
ytd.
NDP-ed.
loads of things happened.
learnt BALLOONS sclupturing :D

how fun it is!
(:
hmmms.
made balloons on the spot for those lil kids.
i was making flowers non stop.
twin was teddy bear-ish.
vic was swording.
:D

splendid day i had though (:

ballooning agin with that NS clown again!
im looking forward to it.

now its blog for today;
towned at late afternoon.
walked arnd.
homed.

and was talking to my idiot just now.
lots of crap.
I LOVE MY IDIOT! (:

down by the moonlight;

as the darkness falls-

i kiss you goodnight

my dear lil one (:

For iHEARTyou so!

(: you light up my life

2006-07-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ANGELIA KUIK! :)

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

I will count the stars with you tonight-

2006-07-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
nothing much happened.

just that i slept for 2 eng lesoons.
i really cannot take it lah.
so stuffy and there's no sufficient amt of oxygen down there!

hahas.
thanks amelia!
i got healthy PINK gums ok!
hahas.

(:

then inter house-d.
helped out in umpiring.
hmmm.
chew si hui is not bad ya (:

tada.
im off now!

iLOVEyou-

2006-07-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

had inter hse badm.
lower sec helen won!
(:
we got first!
cheers!

but had some conflict with twin,
but we're ok now.
(:
sorry though. I LOVE YOU TWIN! :)

hmmms.
i never expect that sentence from your mouth lah.
though i know you maybe kidding.
but ya.
its hurting you know.

oh wells.
dont know if we should replay tmr.

i hearby declare i miss TRACK!

finally!
im gg for ******** (:
AGAIN.

stay STRONG.

the ones you need are here (:

2006-07-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

you people just make me hate you more.
and i guess you're freaking happy cause you people are just saddists.
freaking saddist.
dont think i dont know what's the real things going on.
do you actually know that there are people called back stabbers?
dont think i dont know anything.
and please,
next time tag, dont make it so freaking obvious.
cause now,
i know who you are,
one more stupid move from you.
i'll make sure you'll be famous.
wait and see.
play with me somemore!

and you people are just condemning my blog.
and its so dirty now.
cause dirty people like you came to blog?

and i hate you.
say yay.

CORWARDS shoo.
you wanna play?
show yourself.
hiding behind and talking about people.
this is called cowards.
so get lost.

you people just got nothing better to do?
you people just like the feeling of that!
you people are just so sucklly.

GET A LIFE!
dont have one?
jump off the building.

its no use hiding anymore.
cause i just know who you few are.
and i dont think you belong to this world.

and why must beautiful stories flood such a nice and beautiful school.
and condemn the whole condusive learning enviroment?

and do you know that your parents do give you a bautiful name?
you can use that beautiful name of yours to tag you know.
and i love you're using my name cause you love it too much.
retards!

and seriously
you have a tag board on your own.
got tag yourself.
and reply yourself,
wont it be more fun?

you want attention right?
you want her attention right?

betcha just want attention.
and you're just freaking jealous!

last sentence;

YOU WATCH OUT,
one more move.
you TRY!

2006-07-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
i got lotsa things on my mind.
im lost.

firstly,
i started to think about mdm sharita.
i mean we've lost contact.
since that day.
and no one replies or picks up the call.

then miss yee,
i miss her so so so much!
can still rmb those nights where i studied at macs till 10 plus.
because of PSLE.
and she's always there for me.
the first one i teared in front of was here.
during Primary one.

then a few more teachers,
or rather the whole school.
:D

I MISS YOU GUYS!

its been long since i caught up with my primary school mates.
though sometimes i see them.
but we seemed like strangers?
haiz.
can still rmb TAN AH BEE.
hahas.

now,
im thinking of sjcians.
though im not on good terms with some;
which i dunno why also.
im sick and tired of all these.
i really dunno wad to say.
esp the 3 of them?
or maybe a few more?

hmmm.
now,
for YOU.
you're nice;
i promise. :D
and rmb, the freedom is yours ok?
iloveyou

and i miss catching up with people like SOHEILIS!
hahas.

hope to see you peeps arnd :)

-smile like you mean it-

2006-07-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

oh wells,
had a date with angelia quik shi hui.
she's hourned ok.

hahas.
cityhalled and towned.
oh wells.
was just touring singapore.

had fun.
realised something;
she's pokeable. (:
HAHA.

'stop stoning!'
'nah, im ROCKING'
(:

haiz.
i dunno wad to say but ya.
it shall all be kept in my heart.

she's just lame!

though she claims she can walk.

2006-07-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

im blogging for yesterday;
which is 1st of july 2006.
involved in SYF so we're engaged in it.

waited outside SSC cos we din wanna go in,
so hanged outside.
i got asked to come down from the pole i was sitting.
then i tripped and fell.
and i lied there.
haha.
darn painful lah.

SO MANY SJCians.
quite shocked though.
there were (if spelling wrong dun blame me or left any out)
ME! alvana yolander elaine ferlycia victoria
yvonne michelle yue min leisha juliet
cant remember le.

separated into groups.
we're in the south entrance.
waited for like hours lah,
but it seemed like its years.
hahas.
x)

hmmm.
then clappers came in cartons,
and we're busy packing.
some kids thought singapore was in the world cup.
HAHA.

moved them in...
then i went to SSC to get my stuffs from bags.
Ordered KFC and pizza.
Bought 2 boxes of water back to stadium for helper.
heavy ok!

gave out clappers.
saw SJC!
hahas.
then next to them was christ church.
SO MANY OLD FRIENDS!
nice seeing them.
i miss them lah!
x)

then was food time.
but pizza din come though.
ok then had fun!
hahas
silly twin din eat the chicken.
and i meant half!
selfish twin.
hahas.
kidding lah.
i said kidding ok!

then jia you-ed on bowen band.
hahas
got to know lil miss PEACE,
MISS CHAN XIN YU!
that miss peace fought with me and got me a lil injured!
hahas.
chased her everywhere!
and that retarded keep pushing me on the floor.
and that makes me paralysed!

dont let me see her during NDP!
hahas.
i'll bring my weapons!
x) HAHAS.

then waited in meeting room.
those guys were damn funny lah.
derek was being irritating making the monkey sound ok!
but it really sounds like!
:)

then homed with pei yun till yishun she alighted.
that girl just doent like sitting down!

though its so so so tiring, ITS WAS FUN OK!

2006-06-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
i hate those people in school!
and ya,
i mean those people!

WOW.
i had nice time answerings all your questions huh (:
i really had!
and i have different versions and volumes of them!
i can complie them and JUST REPORT YOU!

oh wells.
ms koh classified me as a noisy one,
but thats great,
we can be our own monitor ONE!
(:

it doesn't mean something happened once,
will be happenning on and on!

no training for me today.
and oh wells.
my hands itchy.
to get my hands on those rackets and shuttlecocks.
i miss smashing! x)
and lobbing!

so helped out with sec ones.
played netting for a while.
and helped coach.
oh yeah.
coach zhang and sheng coaching us for a while (:

i wonder how will the new coach be apart from;
STRICT! x/
hahas.

oh ya.
finally dared to talked to 'die die' !
i love my 'bu nan bu nu' dad!

oh wells.
this part is for you;
im sorry.
i know you must be not very happy.
but you really believe them?
i'll tell you soon i guess.

i believe in KARMA;

you'll get your's soon :)

thank me!

2006-06-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
so much frustrating thingy today.

first i fell when alighting the bus.
and my ankle hurts like hell now.

now i see your stupid face!
to be honest,
i dont like the sight of you.
it not only goes for me.

then and for you,
dont think you can get out of this nonsence.
wait and see.

and now.
i cant retrieve my magazine.
cause some freaking idiot took it and din't return.
its not that im petty over a $3 mag.
its not offically mine lah pls.
my sis paid for it.
and its once in a blue moon.
and i should treaure it.
i didn't even read it,
same for sis.
and there goes.
i promise i wont lend ANYMORE!

urgh.

one happiest thing today was that;
HAHA!
me and twin are free fom booking in SEM 1.
so we got our cert! (:
our dream come true lah.
had spotcheck.
PHEW!
i wore proto type.

and i must blog this big:
cheng cheng escaped from booking!
she passed! we're so happy for her (:

hmmms.
did up notice board.
as usual,
commotions AGAIN!
like cant we just give way?
i mean we're a team.
and we still have 2 long year in this school together.
why cant we be bonded well.
instead of gossipping and mummering behind each others back?
have you thought of how it would have felt/hurt the person?
THINK!

oh wells.
tmr trng!
im looking forward but ankle just hurts.
and i pray;
NO INJURIES for me!
i have enough of them (:

oh wells.

i miss you so.

im afraid of losing you

2006-06-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

firstly,
i just say this.

CORWARDS, shoo away.
dont think i cant see you
and nothing will happen ok?

and for YOU.
dont think i dont know
whats happenning behind my back ok?

i believe in KARMA,
so ya.
you just watch out.

if somethings still pops up.
i tell you,
you'll regret for life ok?
i promise so.

this kinda people are just spoiling my day.
you want attention?
you wanna play with me?
you get it.

oh wells.
last night was nice for me and twin.
(:

hmmm.
i think im starting to love maths?
ya.

had fun after recess.
poor ONS!
hahas.

'you wanna play you go down and play'
mich, rmb?

hahas.
hmmmm.
had maths remedial.
and i finally understand more (:

Duke was nice to send me out ;
HALFWAY!

hahas kidding lah.
i appreciate it.

sorry for popping up once again,
had to put up notice so ya.

so angelia was nice to go to my bus stop.
hahas.
thanks (:

im talking to jang and earn now!
i miss them so so so much lah.
my thai buddies.
miss those times we had in school.

OH YEAH.
twin like finally.
we're involved in NDP and SYF (:

alrights i guess i should chao now.

(: love is magic

2006-06-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

im feeling damn suckly now.
im so numb.

and i just heard somethings.
and im super duper pissed.
GET LOST!

LEAVE ME ALONE!

ok.
and now i know who that ass is!

please just close your mouth whenever its not needed.
and like DO I EVEN KNOW YOU?

why must you ruin my life?

2006-06-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

its time i get pissed and explode!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE lah.
i dont wanna say all this but i'm forced to.

you know people,
why not you put yourself into people's shoes?
and think about what would happen if all those words do come out?

Wouldn't this world be like so so so ... lah.
and please.
people do have feelings.
im starting to change my view towards you lah!
though actions speak louder than words,
the vice versa is still the same!

time to blog.
first day of school.
(:

was alrights lah.
esp when i can see my friends!
CHENG!
hahas.

and kim neo!

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PRESSIES!

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE (:

<3333s.

-i heart you-

*time to fly :)

2006-06-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

HMMMS.
met up at 12 today for project.
BUT everyone was late.
dont wanna talk about it.
yadah yadah ...

then homed.
nap for 5 mins.
HAHA!

then went to 888plaza.
mummy wants me to go for tuition.
hmmms.
then supermarketed.

mummy told me loads of things on the way back.
now she knows!
i havent went back china for 3 years.
HAHAS.
she finally knows how much i missed out.
then homed.

causewayed with sis at nine plus till shop closed.
hahas.

now im home.
HOME SWEET HOME.

i wanna be a kid;

ONE THING;

WORRY FREE (:

i love you so!

2006-06-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

im so STIFF!
have been sitting in front of the com for hours.
trying to finish up with my projects.
CT5 and geog.
and im so pissed over some people lah!
URGH!
i wonder why you will feel this way.

HMMMs.
i dont feel like doing anymore.
but i still have to.
and i wanna thank those sweet darling who actually tried to help me!
(:
love you peeps!

tmr's gotta go out for proj.
and im supposed to buy school bag with twin lah,
and im so broke!
(expected)
HAHA!

can we start school a week later please?

im gonna be a good girl this semester!

HAPPY SWEET 15th BIRTHDAY!
(: JAMIE!

and you know i LOVE YOU SO!

i wish i may
i wish i might

...

-iLOVEyou-

2006-06-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

had training today.
i love it.
except for; PT!
jiao lian dint let me stop lah.
my knee hurts like URGH!

Imagine me and you,

I do I think about you day and night

It's only right,

to think about the girl you love

And hold her tight

So happy together

sucha nice song!

-you're making me crazy over you

2006-06-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

Don't take too long to say

I love you to the ones you love

Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on a clear blue sky

When lightning strikes on a sunny day

Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say

Come out when you've gone away

Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight

And I need you by my side

For just one more moment

For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye

With each and every word that passes by

Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away

And time will turn to grey

And time will be the one who holds you down

Sometimes time will treat you bad

Before you even know what's wrong

And in the end it hits you hard

Please tell me you'll be strong

-im blinded by YOU.

2006-06-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

went to cheers early in the morning.
but still i woke up late.
si hui, joey, mich and twin played.
but sadly, only mich won.

*[its ok guys;
all long as you tried.
joey cheer up (:
we saw your best]

hmmms.
then had some line judge commotion.
HAHAS!

we saw the man who taught us umpiring!

ME AND YUE just simply love that lil adorable girl!
URGH!
yue i regret not asking her lah!

hmmms.
then left.
and bused to national stadium.
to join in the fun;
INDUCTION!
(:

many more sjcian joined.
Mr david tay and mr MARK CHAY!
hahas.
we took photo with mark (:
i love it!

hmmms.
then had nice tea break.
hahas.
lots of funny things happened. (:
and mich made me fell non stop.
now my knee hurts.
hahas.

then walked to kallang mrt
and trained down to tampines to meet my lil one (:

dinnered at yoshi.
saw ms joanna lee

then toyRus-ed.
walked.
HOMED!
bus journey?
LONG AND CROWDED!

thanks lil one.
you made my day!
(:

-i love you
i'm blinded by you

2006-06-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

i just wanna say;
SHOO 'someone'
dont tag at my board if you dont wanna say who you are!
i guess i know who you are.
get a life.

thought i was gg to be home all day.
but.
went out in the end.

met suxin and had lunch with her.

...

then went to playground and i lied there to rest.
comfy though.
fell and knocked myself.
my sis too.

hmmms.
met two sweet darlings at the playground.
they're so cute!
one's 3 and the other 5!
i simply love kids lah.

-i miss you so

2006-06-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

dating today with my dating parnter!
met at dhobu mrt.
and headed for orchard.
sorry for being late.
X(

hmmms.
had fun with her though.
sorry for hitting you.
was just playing ya.

RV is nice lah.
the person watching with me is nicer.
(see i'm nice)

yupps.
then dinnered.
hard time to settle down.
cause we're fickle minded.
(:

hahas.
then i was nice to accompany her to hougang.
and in return,
she's nice to wait for the bus with me!

i love today!
and i love my girl!

i'm not sure if all this will happen;
or they way i wanted it to be.
i guess i should be
sastified with what i'm having.
i love you so.

2006-06-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

i cant believe all these are happening.
it all seems like a dream.

i'm sorry.

do you believe in love?

2006-06-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

went out with brother today.
stupid lah her.
hahas.

keep disturbing me all the way and everyone's looking.
heh.
then kfc'ed.

then i was angry with her.
hahas
who ask her.
heh.

then walkd around.
saw the steven lim i think from never say die.
he talked to me non stop but i ignored him.
in the end,
he gave up.
and walked away.
hahas.
sorry though.

hmmms.
then saw jamie and 'gang'
and then lin sin and 'gang'

linsin ah!
its not HAPPENING ok.
hahas
pinch ur fats ah!
X)

stupid bro.
keep disturbing.

2006-06-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

recap on yesterday.
had match at 9.
nearly late!
wah.
was so gonna cry on the bus.
was just trying to hold back.

play with ng shou jin.
lost.
score was : 21-16 ,20-22 ,21-12

i know i played badly.
my legs weren't listening to me.
and i was falling and falling.
now my right legs hurts.
the muscle is pulling and pulling.
urgh.

then went for 30hr netball marathon.
they arcade-ed as usual.
and i am still so broke.

then homed.
and i slept at 9 plus.
hahas.
now i realise all these things.
what i am to you.
i'm sorry.

I'M SORRY.
alrights?
i just realise i got NO one to talk to and confide in.
this blog has to help.
i dare not leak out too much.

2006-06-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

match today with jia le.
i won.
(:
nice match!
X)

freaking nervous lah.
but luckily i managed to get over it.
hmmm.
score was 21-17, 21-10
heh.

but haiz.
tmr gonna play against SNG!

i can do it!
cos everyone said so.
(:
thanks ppl!
love ya guys.

MUACKSSSSS!

happy 2 months duke.
i love duke.

2006-06-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 year old to my twin and i!
time really flies huh!
i love you twin!
rmb,
WE ROCK!

though it may sound like a happy day,
i guess it isn't.
trng today.
twin injured her foot during the footwork.
and TMR's THE COMP!
urgh.
then i fell.
and its my turn.
i guess only twin knows i fell.
and TMR's THE COMP!

haiz.
hope we'll be alright by tmr.

i'm so worried.
i know all these shouldnt be bothereing me;
DISTRACTIONS!
SHOO!

i miss everyone.
so much.
outing with bay, angelia and duke soon.
(:

hmmm.
gota chao!
i'm loving you in silence.

do you believe in love at first sight?

2006-06-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

bad thurs morn.
woke up and had terrible stomachache.
diahoerra i guess.

headed dwn to sk.
met up with twin and triplet.
then joey and bro.
her bro's so cute!

then project-ed.
deforestation.
burn paper.
everyone nearly died.
hahas.

finished arnd 7 plus.
then homed.

had fun though.
with jocie and joel, and pepper!

and the pool.
X)

i dunno what you want really.
dunno wad to do exactly.
i'm sorry.
ok?

i'm sorry i guess.

2006-06-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so fugged up with life.
why cant you just leave me alone?
i want peace.

get lost.
i dont wanna know you.
i dont wanna see you.

LEAVE ME ALONE!

2006-06-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

i guess...

all this weren't meant to be.

funghua's dead.
X(

2006-05-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

hahas.
my blog's like so dead!

CCA inves. tmr!
so boring lah.

dots.

TATA.
i'm off.

2006-03-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

the morning totally sucks!

so what if you're my relative i mean.
you got NO RIGHT to say that.
cause its me and my life!
and i didn't allow you to intefere.
Think though before all our nonsense comes out of your mouth!
I dont like means
i dont like.
cause each individuality has his/her own rights.

SAY yay!

X)

outing at ECP!

my fav. blading again!
and this time its for ****!
:P

had fun though it was really hot and tiring.
X)

twin twin.
i dont care.
Xp

2006-03-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

freaking pissed now.
stupid sis got me into trouble.
and the WORST!

she took away my drawing pencils.
damn lah.
whats her prob!

i hate all this!

My song is love
Love to the loveless shown
And it goes up
You don't have to be alone
Your heavy heart
Is made of stone
And it's so hard to see you clearly
You don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna take it back
And I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're the target that I'm aiming at
Got to get that message home
My song is love
My song is love, unknown
But I'm on fire for you, clearly
You don't have to be alone
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna take it back
And I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're the target that I'm aiming at
And I'm nothing on my own
Got to get that message home
And I'm not gonna stand and wait
Not gonna leave it until it's much too late
On a platform I'm gonna stand and say
That I'm nothing on my own
And I love you, please come home
My song is love, is love unknown
And I've got to get that message home

2006-03-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

today is just like any other normal day!

why cant anyone just tell me what freaking hw is there huh!
URGH!

i'm gonna crazy.

went for checkup at polyclinic.
doc din do much.
wad i expected.
1 month MC from sports.
like WAH!
but i dont think i will be excused.

stayed home.
mum didnt allow me to go for camp last min.
like urgh.

SORRY.
it wasn't what i wanted.
dont be upset.

BADMINTONERS;

c div.
FRIDAY trng;
BLACK AND GREEN!

Monday trng;
hougang
courts 1-4!

c div- BLACK AND GREEN!

2006-03-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

boo.
today was alrights.
hmmmm.

had chinese compo in the morning.
was ok lah.
the same old question again.
hahas.

then to twin's hse.

compassed and acs-ed.

match was ok i guess.
i'm just numb.
i dont know what am i supposed to do.
tmr's the day.
that decides my fate.
i'm sorry.

how i wish i could turn back time!

R E W I N D __________

back to the past!

(cant i?)

hmmms.
score was both 11-9.

then after that at first going home.
but cuzzie asked me out for dinner.
hahas.
so had my fav steam boat at marina south.
boo.
she paid.
hehs.

stayed there 3 hours.
like hahas.

food was so yummy.
exp my satay pork.
X)

then had fun though.

tmr's like camp?
and i havent told my mummy.
X(

boo.
she's so gonna scold me!

i love all.
sorry.

I drift I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like putty in your hands
I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a rollercoaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who I am
just take my hand and
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
I had a dream that I Was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid
Oh 'cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting
Before I met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought I had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you

2006-03-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

trng today.
shhhh.
keep it down.
cause i'm not suppose to go.

BOOHOO.
i seriously so gonna cry.
i guess my passion for like 8 years or so is coming to an end.

give me time.
X(

kiss goodbye
and
say goodbye.

trng was alrights.
just that we got some scolding from VP.
haiz.

slacking in the air con i guess.
so cold lah.

compassed and kfc-ed.

yay!

all that played came back with V I C T O R Y!

hmnms.
should i just give up tmr or?

i dunno if i can last for it.

loves all.

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how I'll make the world a better place
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-Yeah
If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark,
but don't bite
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-Yeah
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

2006-03-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say now.
so numb.

i miss my thai buddies.
i forgot to tell EARN something.
BOO.

to my cutie pie jang;
take care there alrights.
study hard
and we'll keep in touch ok?
we'll miss you!
and you'll be missed!

with tears stirring in my eyes;
i say goodbye.
all of you;
please take care.

well.
they're gone.
in a twinkling of eye.

so treasure those who with you now.
you never know when they'll leave you.

W O R D S cant express my feelings now.
its just a M I X E D emotions;
stirring inside me.

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear
'Cause I don't know where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart
I wish that time
Could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way
'cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart

2006-03-10T19:51:00.000+08:00

long time since i blogged.

today was st joseph's feast aka sports meet for sjc and my dear wgps.
first thing sec 2e is proud of.
hahas.
eveyone brought their forms!
X)

hmms.
rushed back to woodlands straight.
was a really amazing race.
so lil time yet done so much things.

innovia JC!
hmmms.
saw some sjcian- seniors.

nice seeing you guys all over again.
i really miss you ppl loads!

WOOHOO!
my dearest casuarina is FIRST again.
continue and keep it up!
train hard huh!

though it was a short time.
i guesss.
i treasured it huh.

rushed back after that.
packed chicken rice and drinks and makan on the bus.

me and sheryl was like WHOO!
crazy.

hmmms.
dropped off and waited for 136.
nice phone call from mrs teo during the journey.
hahas.
made fun of her.
Xp

well.
its enjoyable i guess.

yujun.
dont worry.
you did your very best as a nice captain.
we love you no matter what!

now i really get the taste of it.
and i know how its feels exactly now.
nothing last forever.
and you just gotta stand from where you fall.
BOO!

i feel like a little girl;
trying to conquere the whole world.

i love you people.
you rock my world!

2006-03-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

i dont know.
maybe everything ends today?
i swear i dont want that.

boo.
i'm sorry alrights?

2006-03-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

boo.
my blog's been dying.
and now its been saved by the the super power woman.
hahas.

hmmms.

did badly for CT i guess.
and i really wanna thank angelia for being there huh.
i love angelia the girl.

hmmms.
it has been alrights for me.
perhaps just a few setbacks.
buit now i'm getting better.

i love my sexy.
hahas.
shes hot.
hehs.

we're getting back on track.
and the fire will not be put out.
even by a fireman.
hahas.

with this i say:

I LOVE YOU!

2006-02-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

first place i went was singapore poly.
was ok lah.
interesting.

then went kimberly's bbq party.
the journey was 2 hours plus!
ok.
saw some indian stuffs along the little indian road i think.
ya.
interesting.

bbq was fun lah.
waited for food.

chatted with albert.
hahas.
sherilyn;
MAN IN TIGHTS!
hahas.

then they played cards.

then XX came and disturb.
ran for my life.
was a blast though.

went home freaking late and im freaking scared.
mum didnt talk to me till now.

and for baby,
i'm sorry.

i'm the worst.
X(

*thoughts

2006-02-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

i hate it!

2006-02-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

i'm numb.

anyways,
good luck for those who has got good results.
and dont be sad if you didn't do well.
you can retake.
and take this as a experience.
dont blame yourself.
or do anything silly.
X)

if you need someone, i'm here.
alrights?

had trng today.
was alrights.
loved smashing!
was fun and great.

right side of body,
aching all the way from sholder till lower hip.
pain!

twin burst her string.
again.
hahas.

twin was funny calling her mum all over in compass.
silly twin!

hmmms.
PTM was alrights.
boring though.
but at least i got some ideas on streaming le.
X)

dont worry about your results alrights?
you've tried.
tell me you're lying!

2006-02-09T19:35:00.000+08:00

Cheer up! x)

2006-02-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

match against xinmin today.
lost 4-1.

nvm.
we gonna try hard for the next 2 schools.
haiz.

i hate you.

boredoom.

2006-02-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

BOO!

these past few days.
can i say it simply sucks?

haiz.
shadn't mention why.

today.
watched b div' at st nicks.
we won!
X)

yayness.

haiz.
c div' 2nd round on 9th feb.
schools unknown!
gosh.
gosh.

stop acting like a child.
wake up please.
wake up.
it will bring you to nowhere.
stop being sacarstic!

i had enough.
i'm just gonna explode sooner or later.

training tmr!
BOO!

i must train hard!
and play hard.
X)

i love my baby.
X)

2006-01-26T16:51:00.000+08:00

BOO.
just reached home. after comp.

and
i
SERIOUSLY cant believe it that i lost.
i was trying to catch up when.
haiz.
dunno what happened.

i was expecting a third match.

thanks for all those who cheered for me.
sorry.

haiz.
haiz.
haiz.

i'm just gonna be strong.

2006-01-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

school.
boring.
haiz.

training was alrights!

i love the time after trng.
finally got yvonne to buy a skirt.
and i saw her in skirt!

had fun doing candid shots in metro.
:)

2006-01-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

today was alrights.or should i say bad?amelia lost her wallet!sad lah.she cried lah.she got her important stuffs inside!

hmmms.had north zone today.against evergreen.was good,5-0.fun as well.didn't play, let sher play instead.but not bad.she won of course!
then back home.called miss chia.talked.blah blah blah.aiyo.chill lah.
we're just friends.i think there's some miscommunication and misunderstanding in between.URGH!hate all these kind of nonsensical stuffs!
going to doctor later.haiz.NOT AGAIN!just went before that.that means i went 2 times today.

urgh i hate it.i guess i wasn't wrong.i should have known its coming.though i'm not prepared.i know;i just gotta be strong!and think of the bright side.these are the challenges and changes in life;i CAN ONLY accept them.Now,i believe in karma;WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND,WHAT GOES UP, MUST COME DOWN.
nobody is perfect.so am i.i just gotta accept that.
but i just pray that everything will be alrights,and nothing bad will happen.
with all this,i end with a SMILE! X)

2006-01-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

hmmms.
no school for me today.
feel so sick.
since weeks ago?

BOO!

We got 4-1 for north zone with mayflower.
nvm.
vic.
its ok.
cause she's big sized.

We'll get 5-0 next match with evergreen alrights?!

Now,
i'm so bored at home.
coughing and coughing non stop.
BOO!

i love you people!

i love my baby.
see, i love you!

2006-01-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

i should have expected that.
i've tried so hard.
and it turns out like that.

i can just accept it in silence.

...

2006-01-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

those past few days had been like a war to me.
should i say.
i won;
or lost?

i had such hard times.
but i know no one is here.

HAIZ.
i'm really confused.
but at least she's back.
X)

hmmms.
people changed.
people really changed!
this is what i dont like.

whats with you nowadays?
your attitude really shows big problems.
i never thought you'll be like this.

oh man.
NZBT is on thurs.
and i havent got my shoes yet.
BOO!
headache ah!
i'm gonna aim high and try hard.
will i?

i dunno what i should end with.
in fact i just typed smth and ended it.

2006-01-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

CONFUSED.
confused, confused.

really very confused.
am i?

oh man.
hahas.
sheesh.
sheesh.

X(

2006-01-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i feel like this.

i miss them.
i miss seal sports.
i miss the instructors.

tell me how?

i'll just cry again.
haiz.

2006-01-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO.
back from camp.
i dont wanna leave camp.
X(

the camp simply ROCKS.
i repeat;
the camp simply ROCKS!

had great fun together with the instructors!
though the weather was real bad.

DAY ONE;
arrived at safra mount faber.
had water activities!
hella lots of fun okays!
caterpillar, chariots of fire etc.
SHIOK!
didn't know that we can do so much things in a swimming pool!

then headed back to costa.
the journey was slow and the uncle drove us to the wrong place.
haiz.
so no choice.
had very little time left.

pitched tents and had fun.
YAY!
i know how to pitch a tent!
hahas.

changed tents 2 times.
but still not working.
no choice.
gotta use that.

then saw christ church sec.
Reynord(SP), edmund toh etc.

then had 'NICE' mud all over us huh.
first time i guess i can tahan that!

then amazing race.
clue was so profound english.
and we learnt NORTH SOUTH EAST AND WEST!

had the TWIST!
river crossing!
nice.
water was COLD.
I LOVE IT!

Then,
raining.
raining.
raining.
settled temporaily at some foryear of chalets.
waited and waited.

I LOVE MISS E. KOH.
she's my camp provider.
X)
hahas.

Then last min,
a decision made up;
SLEEPING IN CHALET!
hooray!

then i slept on the bed of course.
hahas.
fell asleep very soon.

all
clothes wet.
so hang on the stairs!
and my poor bear!
soaked.
X(

DAY TWO;

boo!
woke up damn early.
then rained and rained.
stay at chalet for like almost the whole day?
haw haw.

then had hours of camp prep.
all kind of nonsense came up.
hahas.

GAMES.
i had to kiss joan's ass.
and sher had to kiss my cheeks.
hahas.
lame lah.

we had campfire.
weird huh.
its raining.

then, we had HIGH TECH CAMPFIRE.
in a hall.
flat big dunno how many inch screen.
hahas.
then camp performance.
beatrice rocks in her nice slang!

had nice performance and went up to my HIGHEST level.
X)

screamed.
shout.

nice!
they cant stop us.

had songs at the end.
i teared of course.
haiz.
then hi-5ed with everyone and hugged joey, twin, mich and kah ying.
it was emotional.
X(

cried and cried.
then debrief in chalet.
till 1 plus.

oh man.
i heard sounds.
and started crying.
AGAIN.

lucky ms koh was there!
phew.
and twin!
X)

thanks.

DAY THREE.

goodbye.
aidus.
X(

cried again.
then hi-5ed.
and hugged.
same people again.
then kah ying went missing!
MIA!
i was looking for her.
and my friends too.
oh man.
where did she go?

some say she went to cry.
i dunno.
X(

KAH YING!
you take care of your leg le!
and no fever ok!
you better rest.
and you rock.
thanks for everything.
LOVES.
(no way i'm gonna kiss your ass!)

SHEILA!
thanks for all of your entertainment.
you rock!
X)

NIVEN!
you lame pork.
thanks for your entertainment!
take care.

SHA!
thanks for all you've done!
nice instructor you had been.
trying to do your best.
we love you!

all other camp instru and commandents.
YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD!
i mean it.

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for everyone,
hip hip horray!
hip hip horray!
HIP HIP HORRAY!

I LOVE YOU!

2006-01-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

today was alrights.
just that i woke up late.
nad it was raining.
AGAIN!

hmmms.
Had trials and trng tgthr.
was ok lah.
tried hard i guess.
X)

had fun.

sorry valerie,
i wasn't the one choosing.
really.

the taxi driver was scary lah,
cos of funny noise.

sorry,
i spent so much of your money today.
X(

baby, i'll trust you.

2006-01-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

baby i'm trying hard.
please dont.

cause it still beats.

i love you.
X)

2006-01-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

haiz.
damn confused these few dyas.
cause of so much things.

i'm trying.

all those words, kept in my heart, never to be let out.
painful it is.

school tmr.
sian.

2006-01-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

well well.
everytings seems so confused now.
i dont want.
i just dont.
baby, please alrights?
please..
haiz.
you seem to be just hinting me.
that we're not gonna last or smth?
please baby, dont.
BOOHOO!

i'm bored.

2006-01-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

well well.
the afternoon was a bad one, i guess.
X(

hmmms.
then went out.
haiz.

had fun i guess.
hahas.
got to know (xiao xue) spelling.
hahas.

i did talk to her!
:)

Hmmms.
k lor.

i like to disturb my dumb ass.
X)

some of those,
pierced right through.
i guess i just gotta be strong.
i'm just over sensitiv
ie. love you.
please dont leave.

2006-01-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

er.
woke up late today.
but wasn't late for school.
didn't want to go at first.
cos its like i'm floating.
hahas.

school was ok.
i was so sleepy!
URGH.
all those boring talks again.
hahas.

trng was.
ok.
er.
i trained as if in trng!
won 2 doubles matches!
cant believe and at least i won a set of 1 vs 2.
:D

having migrain since trng.
how?
somemore its rainy day.
sheesh lah.
how?
migrain got no cure!
:(
BOO.

i miss my baby.